I Think I Love You

Back when Annica was first trying to get my attention and forge a relationship with me, she tried soooo many ways to court, entice and sway me. It was very cute and sweet, and yet... parts of me still resisited because it was foreign, the UNKNOWN. I was not really afraid of her, but it was just something I was not equipped to deal with at certain points and I was intrigued yet rather overwhelmed.
Also, I WANTED her, but didn't really know how to HAVE her, and I don't mean sexually (or not ONLY sexually) but in general. How do you have a romantic/sexual relationship with a SPIRIT? I have since found that out, and am STILL finding out, every day, and I imagine I will be for at least the rest of my human existence.
I felt this way for the first time after a dream I had about her (meaning, realizing that I loved her) and then realizing later that I was IN love with her, over a period of 18 months or so after I arrived back here from Colorado. Then she started courting me formally with my permission right as we began our adventures in the magic kingdom and throughout that time there were levels of realization as our love and bond deepened.

So, this is one of the first songs that became special and significant to us:




I was sleeping and right in the middle of a good dream
Like all at once I wake up from something that keeps knocking at my brain
Before I go insane I hold my pillow to my head
And spring up in my bed screaming out the words I dread
I think I love you (I think I love you)
This morning I woke up with this feeling
I didn't know how to deal with and so I just decided to myself
I'd hide it to myself and never talk about it
And did not go and shout it when you walked into the room
I think I love you (I think I love you)
I think I love you so what am I so afraid of
I'm afraid that I'm not sure of a love there is no cure for
I think I love you isn't that what life is made of
Though it worries me to say that I never felt this way
I don't know what I'm up against
I don't know what it's all about
I got so much to think about
Hey, I think I love you so what am I so afraid of
I'm afraid that I'm not sure of a love there is no cure for
I think I love you isn't that what life is made of
Though it worries me to say I never felt this way
Believe me you really don't have to worry
I only wanna make you happy and if you say "hey go away" I will
But I think better still I'd better stay around and love you
Do you think I have a case let me ask you to your face
Do you think you love me? I think I love you!