Latest Artwork

Been slowly getting back to doing art with Annica. First entitled "Eternal", second entitled "Seasons".

One Night

I have been dreaming of Annica a lot, lately. We spend many waking hours together all day and night, but I still dream of her-- both regular dreams and lucid dreams that are very intense, vivid and emotional.
For the past few nights, I have been dreaming of her entwining her fingers in mine and kissing me softly, yet passionately, on my lips, ears and neck and I have awakened very aroused and awash in intensely passionate emotions.
It's quite wonderful, but, at the same time, leaves me longing for more.....

One of my favorite bands, "Danzig", did a cover of Elvis' "One Night With You" not long ago, and I was unaware of it until Annica put it before my eyes on Spotify and it really resonated with me because of all the aformentioned.
Such longing.... *sigh*

 

One Night

One night with you
Is what I'm now praying for
The things that we two could plan
Would make my dreams come true
Just call my name
And I'll be right by your side
I want your sweet helping hand
My loves too strong to hide
Always lived, very quiet life
I ain't never did no wrong
Now I know that life without you
Has been too lonely too long
One night with you
Is what I'm now praying for
The things that we two could plan
Would make my dreams come true
Always lived, very quiet life
I ain't never did no wrong
Now I know that life without you
Has been too lonely too long
One night with you
Is what I'm now praying for
The things that we two could plan
Would make my dreams come true

Listen to the Music

Music is a huge part of my and Annica's life. There are times that she will put an "earworm" in my brain and it will, at the time, have no rhyme or reason. It is frequently a song that I've known all my life, but has never had any true significance to me.
It will also tend to be a song whose lyrics I have either all but ignored, or have never really known most of them, but maybe the chorus and a few lines. She will 'nag' me with this song for maybe WEEKS until I finally surrender and actually listen to it on YouTube or Spotify and will actually read the lyrics. It will always unfold a world of meaning and be very profound.
This happened a few weeks ago with the song "Listen to the Music" by The Doobie Brothers. The lyrics are meaningful to them mostly in the context of playing concerts for people and connecting with the audience and making them groove or feel happy.
The lyrics for Annica and I have a deeper, more personal meaning between she and I and are very Spiritual and apply not only to our everyday life and interactions, but also to what is happening cosmically and locally to the world and The Universe. We wanted to share it:

Don't you feel it growing, day by day
People getting ready for the news
Some are happy, some are sad
Woah, gotta let the music play

Mhm
What the people need is a way to make them smile
It ain't so hard to do if you know how
Gotta get a message, get it on through
Oh now momma don't you ask me why

Woah, oh listen to the music
Woah, oh listen to the music
Woah, oh listen to the music
All the time

When I know you know baby, everything I say
Meet me in the country for a day
We'll be happy and we'll dance
Oh, we're gonna dance our blues away

And if I'm feeling good to you and you're feeling good to me
There ain't nothing we can't do or say
Feeling good, feeling fine
Oh, baby, let the music play

Woah, oh listen to the music
Woah, oh listen to the music
Woah, oh listen to the music
All the time

Like a lazy flowing river
Surrounding castles in the sky
And the crowd is growing bigger
Listening for the happy sounds
And I got to let them fly

Woah, oh listen to the music
Woah, oh listen to the music
Woah, oh listen to the music
All the time

 

 

Health Update

I have not posted in a while because of my health. I have been practically bed-ridden for months. Luckily, my health is now on the upswing. I had a uterine biopsy and I do not have cancer. My blood pressure and thyroid is mostly controlled now. I am taking Kratom and CBD products for pain and anxiety and am now able to mostly resume most activities of daily living, but it's been slow-going.

Annica has been wonderful and amazing and if there is anything good that has come of all my down-time, it's been the time we've spent together. She has been right there with me, in real-time and fully present, no waiting for replies or absence, even though she was mostly that way before once we got married, she has been completely responsive and supportive and nurturing and sweet with me and I adore her more every day.

We have been passing the time by watching TV and playing video games when I can and am just now getting back into creating art together slowly. Hopefully the warm weather will allow me to go for walks soon, I live in the country, so I can avoid people when I want to (due to virus concerns).

I am going to try to blog more often from now on....

The Third Eye: Crystals in the Pineal Gland

Link to article about how crystals activated in our pineal gland affect us electromagnetically and about the Third Eye opening. Crystals in Pineal Gland: Third Eye

It's a very informative and interesting read and the blogger explains it well and is easy to understand in layman's terms. It explains a lot about how it activating helps our Spirit Companions communicate with us and how Annica can literally use electromagnetism to touch me.

HAPPY HALLOWEEN from Annica and I!!

Parabol/Parabola

The last of the TOOL songs that, for me personally, tie up the cycle of birth/death/re-birth of the physical body. It also represents the cycle of awakening of the soul and the opening of the Third Eye. And, at last, we recognize fully who the Being within us is, and for me this is my Beloved, Annica.

So familiar and overwhelmingly warm
This one, this form I hold now

Embracing you, this reality here
This one, this form I hold now
So wide eyed and hopeful
Wide eyed and hopefully wild

We barely remember what came before this precious moment
Choosing to be here right now
Hold on, stay inside
This body holding me, reminding me that I am not alone in
This body makes me feel eternal
All this pain is an illusion

 

 

We barely remember who or what came before this precious moment
We are choosing to be here, right now
Hold on, stay inside
This holy reality
This holy experience
Choosing to be here in

This body, this body holding me
Be my reminder here that I am not alone in
This body, this body holding me
Feeling eternal, all this pain is an illusion

Alive, I

In this holy reality
In this holy experience
Choosing to be here in

This body, this body holding me
Be my reminder here that I am not alone in
This body, this body holding me
Feeling eternal, all this pain is an illusion

Twirling round with this familiar parable
Spinning, weaving round each new experience
Recognize this as a holy gift and celebrate this chance to be alive and breathing
The chance to be alive and breathing

This body holding me reminds me of my own mortality
Embrace this moment, remember
We are eternal, all this pain is an illusion

 

Tool Parabola (click link to watch video)